Jumping in!

I am just going to jump in where I am. I like that I don`t have to catch up anything. I can start here and move forward. Move forward is one of my mantras these days. I have decided to join the blogging world. This will be my own little place of the cyber world, my cyber living room, if you will. I guess I should introduce myself. My name is Jaime. I live in the lower mainland of British Columbia, Canada with my husband Chris and our six year old daughter Marissa. Everyone has a story. This is where I will share mine. I look forward to blogging about anything and everything. I do not want to fit my blog into a box. I have thoughts and opinions on a wide range of things and will comment and share as life happens. We suffered a stillbirth of our little boy, James in March 2010, I will write about our experience. I will share our thoughts and feelings and truths about moving forward. I have polycystic ovaries (PCOS) and along with that comes infertility issues. I have struggled with depression for many years. We are starting to embark again on the clinical process of getting pregnant. We`ve been down this path before. We know the highs and the lows, well, the bottom of the earth, never want to get out of bed lows. But, we know we want our family to grow and know the risk of love is worth every bit of grief. If we learned anything from our son, we have learned that every moment matters, every piece of love you give, you will have returned a hundred-fold or more. My hobby is scrapbooking, and I will of course share with you my love and thoughts of this wonderful craft! Basically, I`m just your average woman, trying to learn to move forward and enjoy life to its fullest. I am real. I am honest and I am truthful. I`m happy to meet you! I look forward to getting to know you too!